January 2009
the good ole days,
i hope you’re having more luck with this than me, and you repeat that i have no emotions, so you don’t want to get attached. for i have a black soul and a stone cold heart. but how i feel right now, i can’t even express my feelings.
and when he told me to fix my problems, that made me all fucking confused. if he doesn’t care about me, or he cares so much that he wants me...
elohssa
you are the biggest hypocrite i’ve ever met. obviously 3 times a charm, so i should have got my shit and left because you tell me one thing, and then go behind my back. real mature “well, i wouldn’t do that to you, and you should do the same for me”
i’m calling the shots, and you’re not gunna like them baby
Packaged
I know I’m indecisive, but I know right now, with all my heart, that I’ve never been happier. You finally hate me, and I’ve finally made you miserable.
I couldn’t ever be happier because you can finally hate me, and I can finally hate you more. I can make my own decisions, and I don’t care what anyone has to say. So go be a pussy and act like you’re some big...
story of my life
[20:16] brystleee: what’re you doing [20:16] CestBonLesPatats: watching porn
Figment
If I had Chelsea here with me right now, my life would be so fucking goddamn perfect.
I’ve been spreading away from my friends, and I don’t think that’s all that great. But obviously they just want to be friends with me when it’s convenient for them. So whatever. Talking shit about you makes me so fucking happy.
Shit, I’m just so happy right now. You can’t...
porcine mind
After all this time, and everything that has happened, I just thought that after time has settled that everything would go back to normal, and I’d be the happiest person alive again. And there is no one to tell. No One to vent to because I’m afraid that it’ll get out.
I snuck in by suprise, and noone knew. I’m now the most miserable person alive. I’m so naive to...
of yours, anymore
Tell me everything I should know before I get myself into more trouble than I aim for. I’m not sure what’s going on. Like my mind is all boggled.
For I knew to stay away at my good distances. You told me it’s like proven fact that I’ll love him, and at that very moment, I was skeptical, but now in the midst of my own subconcious mindset, I realize that you’re so so...
not applicable
I’m liking this more and more everyday, and I don’t care if you’re miserable, or if you’re gunna get addicted to nerve relaxers. Because I’ve noticed you taking more and more everyday. I’m afraid you’ve stopped to lick your wounds.
I don’t get you doesn’t cut it around these parts. So sorry dear, look-a-likes won’t get you any places...
vacillating
Typical life style of getting used to the new world, and something to come bombarding in to crash your new dreams.
However, there’s always something to look at on the bright side. I’ll be going back to my old life, and being closer to some certain people<3
fml
there’s no way i can compete with this.
so make up your mind, and tell me what you’re doing.
once again, my self esteem is ruined.
sitting duck
there’s a little dove sitting on the window ledge, pecking at the window. but the brain is wondering if entrance of this wild creature could be considered a bad thing. it’s the evil little dove that’s always caused mischief, but for some reason, today he looks so innoccent.
don’t be so vulnerable little girl because you’ve played with other doves. they’re not...
