November 2009
“Life’s under no obligation to give us what we expect. We take what we get...”
this dark death you haunt while i sleep your breath fills the room with the devil what a yuletide song that we sing for the birth of a baby we revel my skin would turn into a song if i knew if you remember me hearing the choirs and i’ve the lords 60 books in my room not one word on the page can break the silence but im not like you do you just need me this bright light stay a lit till i...
Fin.
Obviously you don’t care or anything, because when I’m tired of fighting all day long, tired of crying, and feeling like shit, you simply say “you did this to yourself”.
So done.
things are different, but not in a sense that it’s conspicuous. it’s just that i’ve looked back and things are slowly changing and i’m not the kid i used to be, and that’s totally a positive aspect of my forever changing life. i feel like i’m more lucky than some people, but then again, i’m more susceptible of getting used to something and then my whole...
The key to life...
We’re not wheat, we’re buckwheat. When a storm comes along it flattens ripe wheat because it’s dry and can’t bend with the wind. But ripe buckwheat’s got sap in it and it bends. And when the wind has passed, it springs up almost as straight and strong as before. We aren’t a stiffnecked tribe. We’re mighty limber when a hard wind’s blowing, because we...
oh,
and 5 months to the day til my birthday.
I’m tired of everyone bitching. I’m tired of everyone complaining. I’m tired of everything going wrong. I’m tired of money being spent on idiosyncratic shit. I’m tired of medicine that doesn’t work. I’m tired of being emotionless. I’m tired of pain. I’m tired of this all.
Please let this change.
shitty
I’m only civil when I’m medicated. This isn’t the way I thought my life would be.
Sickest digital ever. Stoked my parents are getting me a bunch of film and digitals for christmas<3 I love how I’m like the only one who gets really excited over film. Lol
Lola got a bath, and she is the fuzziest thing ever. She needs to be my cuddle buddy<3 Oh, and Nietzche is soooo happy in his new wonderland<3
Representing nothing of God’s earth now And naught in the waters below it—- As the pledge of a nation that’s passed away Keep it, dear friend, and show it.
Show it to those who will lend an ear To the tale this trifle will tell Of Liberty, born of patriots’ dream, Of a storm-cradled nation that fell
