February 2009
you told me when i was helpless, and you didn’t even fucking care. no one would have taken care of me, and i should have just gone home. but not you, not this time. thank god you love me no one sees you like i do bbby
Feb 28th
intemperate
My life is heading in a weird direction. Not sure if it’s in the right direction, or if I’ll have to take a sharp u-turn to get things going again. The philosophy is, whisky can fuel my complaints, and get my troubles to go away. So I’m sticking to such out thinkers. I’ve lived a good life, from what they say. How a kid’s supposed to look forward to the summer of no...
Feb 27th
petered out
I’m not even sure of what to think of my life at this moment in time. Sneaking and all types of shit. But I’ve never been happier. It’s just a matter of time before it all runs out. I have a feeling it’s coming soon. Not looking forward to it. Whatsoever.
Feb 25th
benzoyloxy-8-methyl-8-azabicyclo
So regardlessly hopeful, and I picked right.
Feb 22nd
contendus
beyond happy
Feb 18th
inarticulateness
I’m nervous to the point of throwing everything up. That would just be best. Because I see red, yellow, blue but just not maroon. When choosing you over my friends gets more and more complicated, but I’m head over heels for you. Not a second in the day goes by, without thinking of your familiar smell, your lips touching mine, and waking up beside you. These rotted floor boards arch...
Feb 15th
Never
I’m afriad to better myself and mind in the summer. You might not be here when I go back. So I’ll just have to be miserable for the rest of my life. It’s a mandatory thing and I just don’t want to do it. I feel sick, nauseated at everything. Because I’m so confused on everything in this god forsaken life. Nothing goes right, and people constantly bicker and make it...
Feb 13th
I haven’t been able to grasp my time whatsoever lately. I wonder what’s going on with my mind I’m ready to spend my days with you<3
Feb 12th
I win worst driver of all time!
Feb 11th
Jordyn brady 24/7
Feb 11th
Free cigs are the best cigs <3
Feb 10th
Patch adam’s in Health Science
Feb 10th
Morning cigarette
Feb 10th
bed
Feb 10th
Sudoku all day long
Feb 10th
I walk outside to find buzzard shit on the back porch. There’s a weird resemblance to that and boiled egg yolks.
Feb 9th
Scratching my ears, they’re infected as hell x_x
Feb 9th
Makin’ dinner. h8 being the mom in this family
Feb 9th
Sick, in bed :(
Feb 9th
tumultuous
Scratching, bending, slashing, burning, denting metal. Nothing would have happened if I had done the methodical things. But regrets don’t phase a second in my life. Live, Laugh, Love and don’t regret. Fighting has played too much a part in this relationship, and I’m not sure what to do because I’m head over heels for you. Guileless. I think I’m just avoiding the...
Feb 9th
radii
I’m completely convinced that you hate me, I just don’t know how to corroborate the whole thing. It’s always this rollercoaster, and I’m really tired of it. I don’t know why I stick around  
Feb 5th
proletariat,
I’ve never got so much shit for liking someone in my life. Is it really that big of a deal that someone can make me happy? Can you not be glad that I’ve found someone? Or are you that fucking selfish that you can’t have something like this so you’re trying to ruin my shining moment so I can’t be happy either? You’ve officially made me so livid that I refuse...
Feb 2nd