January 2010
Down Yonder, 111808
The red dog is yellping because she’s left all alone. The other two ran away, escaped somehow. Beams of light glistening in the sky, but the temperature is freezing. My whole life, spent away from here. Now I’m relocated somewhere I can’t stand to be. What will become of this? Prosperity? Pain? Purity? Doubtful, but the middle one. The train blows by at intervals during the...
Here's to us
Let’s dedicate the rest of our lives on making things how we always planned them. Let’s dedicate ourselfs to becoming what we always wanted to be. Let us play a part in how we expect our lives to be, instead of letting people do that for us. I’m ready to dedicate the blank canvas of my future to make a million dollar piece of artwork by the time I’m ready to pass. I’m...
I’m whole with you, and empty without you. I’m so content with everything we have. I can’t believe the usual two try to interfere with what we have, and what they know they can’t demolish. I’ve never felt this way, and I’ve shown everyone how I can make things work. I’ve never wanted to make something work, and I’m very satisfied with my work....
I’m melting, and deteriorating. I’m about to break, and then that will be the end of life. Goodluck on the rest of the world.
“Without you, I’m bound to fade away”
– Jonathan Khan
Fin,
I don’t understand why I’m so susceptible to this. I fall for this all the time, and I get fucked over every time. I tend to trust people I’ve been friends with before, even if they’ve fucked me over before hand. I think that people I’ve known, and seen good in, will change.
Well hey, that doesn’t seem to happen. People stay shitty. They don’t give a fuck...
I don’t remember what my dad looks like, but atleast I get to see him every day.
as of now
emmmily:
my mind is stuck on February 26th.
stoked stoked stoked, caaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan’t wait.
Good thing we’re going together<3
“All’s well that ends well”
“What serves a man is to take a step”
ring around the rosie
I’m running around, trying to catch something in my hands that’s uncatchable. Something has no shape, or no mass at all. This is something that has been haunting me for ages. I’m running around on a carousel and getting no where. There’s a fight between my heart and mind, and I really don’t win this time. I lose either way.
Don’t look too much into this,...
I’ve been here all along, before you ever knew it. I’ve been here ever since we met, and I mean it. Hopefully we work out, so we can spend the rest of our lives together. I’ve been here for you. Always.
nihil
I feel nothing. I feel nothing. I feel nothing. I feel nothing. I feel nothing.
I feel nothing. I feel nothing. I feel nothing. I feel nothing. I feel nothing.
I feel nothing. I feel nothing. I feel nothing. I feel nothing. I feel nothing.
I feel nothing. I feel nothing. I feel nothing. I feel nothing. I feel nothing.
I feel nothing. I feel nothing. I feel nothing. I feel nothing. I feel...
It's a crime, and such a waste.
I’m so confused. I’m done with being treated the way I am. I deserve something better that being watched like a mouse in a field by a mean, hungry hawk. I think independently, and my actions go the same way. I’ve never been one to take shit, but for some reason, I’ve let this get to far and now there’s no going back to normal. If there even is a normal state of life,...
I burned away at what I once was, now the feelings aren’t there. Is that normal? Goodbye nerves. You’ve been singed out of my life, and you’ve been put out in the rain when it’s raining. I’ve been here and there, and I’m done playing the role of consuming everyones problems except my own. This is the end where the heroine dies, and no one cares.
I love you, I have and always will. Nothing will change this, I can promise you that til the end of time. What might have been lost is back to stay forever. So thank you for never giving up on me<3
Everything will work out, and we’ll never have to be apart ever again.